I think I may go to bed already, work was really exhausting today for some reason, and I'm even to tired to eat dinner. I did pretty much everything hands on, and tomorrow is my first day pretty much on my own. Our company had a luncheon today, we went out to a Korean BBQ resturaunt nearby, and of 17 Korean people, I was the only white person, and also the only person to be served plain white rice, while everyone else had beans in theirs. We thought this was funny as hell, and someone mentioned that my rice was race specific, lol but I think it could have been unusually accidental.
You know...ok well first of all please don't go all overboard here, thinking I am fishing for compliments, and trying to cheer me up, because I am OKAY. But thinking back when I was younger, in my teens still, I felt a lot more physically attractive, and I spent a lot more time getting ready every day. I've become so low maintenance in my old(er) age that I almost feel I've become too plain. I remember when I had guys practically hanging off of me, well wanting to date me, even when I wasn't single, and I used to get whistled at everywhere I went (could have been cause I was a freak back then haha), but it doesn't happen much anymore. I don't mind so much, but I just don't feel as pretty as I used to, it's no big deal though, I know I'm not unattractive...we all get old. I think I have become a much more attractive person on the inside, however. Today when I went to 7-11 before work, I seemed to have caught the eye of the gentleman who worked there, a middle aged balding white man & his friend or a customer. They seemed enamoured with me, and kept telling me I was a beautiful creature with gorgeous big blue eyes, beautiful hair and face. They made me blush more than usual, and I realized it was not so much because they were older men, but just because that hasn't happened in a while, or I haven't noticed it, and it felt good, and rather foreign to me. Anyhow, I figured that I'd post a plain photograph, to go with my plain words, that match the plain girl behind them. Tata!